I love those people you can joke around with and have so much fun with and then have a deep conversation with and it’s not weird at all
How long has it been since I’ve written you? Sorry for that. It seems like anytime things are going right in my life, I tend to ignore you, but when it all starts to crumble down again, I come crawling back to you. Well, you’ve guessed it! I’m not the happiest person at the moment, but I should be. Shouldn’t I? I can’t say much because I think they may be on to us… but you already know all about them. Those silly muggles. They’re great, don’t get me wrong, but… but it’s just not the same. It’s actually better this way I think, but now I’ve lost more than I’ve gained even though my loss is definitely fewer in numbers than what I’ve gained. You understand, right? Of course you do. You always do. Maybe it’s the quantity of them that made the loss seem so huge… but I guess if they really cherished you the same, none of this would have happened? Right? Right. Well you know how I feel about those kinds of situations. I’d rather lose them than have them acting the way they currently are. Again, don’t get me wrong, I’ve never been happier… said the boy who cried wolf. Why did it have to come now? Of all times! I was perfectly fine ‘til you hit me right in the face, knocked the wind out of me, and took away my… my… what did you take exactly? Ah yes, that. Well I worked so hard to build myself back up, and I’m slowly going back, but I won’t let myself. I won’t let you. You’re just another rock in my shoe and they’re just some thorns on my rose. This is actually quite funny because I’ve never been happier, but here I am… writing to you, when the only time I write you is when I’ve been upside down and worn out. Don’t worry though. Only time will tell.